So somehow a year passed and I didn’t even notice! For me this is quite the achievement as I have always tended to give up on things and I don’t think I ever thought I would have enough useful information to share to fill a years worth of posts! Turns out OCD is just the gift that keeps giving (sorry for the dark humour).
Thank you to those who have followed this blog and made positive, encouraging comments, it has helped with my motivation and ultimately my own OCD recovery.
Am I in a better place than I was this time last year?
I believe I probably am but I have also realised that I have a longer way to go then I initially thought. I have become more aware of the limitations I have put on my life to enable me to live it with reduced anxiety, things that I hadn’t even really noticed I was doing. I have learnt that recovery is an ongoing process and it is probably something I will be doing for the rest of my life, though hopefully it will get easier and easier as I get better and better at it. This has been hard to accept, I think we would all like a quick fix when it comes to mental health issues but unfortunately that doesn’t exist.
This has been a big year for me, this blog has enabled me to tell everyone I know about my OCD and give them a bit of an insight into what it’s actually like. It has been incredibly freeing and bought me closer to a lot of people. It has also allowed other people to open up to me and feel like they can talk about their issues, exactly what I wanted to come from this blog when I started it. It has made me aware that most people are actually struggling with something and has made me feel less alienated from society.
So here’s to another year and a bit more progress along that long road of recovery. I can’t wait to see what the next year brings.
Thanks again guy’s and as always,
Stay Strong xxx